I live here.

It hit me last night.  I live here.  I actually live here in Singapore.  I'm not just traveling around for awhile and then going back home.  I am here to live and work indefinitely.  There so many emotions that come with this realization.  I feel very happy and grateful to be here.  So far it has been one of the most amazing experiences.  I'm a little sad that it won't be easy to just hop on a cheap flight or jump in the car to go see good friends or family.  I feel so free and I feel amazing.  I feel like if I can move to Singapore and it can work out beautifully like it has, then I feel like anything in the world is possible.  Most of you know how I am with my hdigabtt's, weip's, and watip's? :)  But I know without a doubt now that anything at all is possible.  It's a very freeing feeling.  It's so hard to put it into words, but I feel like whatever the universe has in store for me from this point on, I'm here, I'm ready for whatever else is coming along in this amazing journey.  I also have very calm sense of peace (does that make any sense at all??). 

Since graduating from school, I've had quite a rocky road with jobs and moving around.  I wasn't always very happy with how my career path was going or where I was living.  In hindsight, I am beyond grateful for the experience I gained and the friends I made along the way.  I met the awesome girls from my first job who are really great friends now.  I got to spend good quality time with my Lakewood friends and family after being away at school for 8 years.  I met the awesome doc and his wife who trained me at my first job and helped me get my second job; they are a couple to love and admire.  I became friends with the girl from my Virginia who has taught me so much about myself and made me see myself in a different light.  I also had a great relationship experience while living in Virginia.  I can't imagine my life without these people.         

Now that I'm living here in Singapore and am working at this awesome job, I feel like I'm finally exactly where I want to be.  With this comes an immense sense of peace.  I feel like whatever happens after this, I don't care, I can rest easy at night now that I've done this.  (Does this make any sense??)